confession: these past couple of days have been hard. im scared. scared of change. scared to leave my friends. this past week ive been able to spend time with the people i care about the most. whenever i spend time with them i become sad and question myself. am i making the right decision? well even though at times im sad, question everything, and get a little teary eyed because im going to miss everything so much i know im making the right decision. this is right for me. i hope to keep in touch with everyone but i know as time goes on that will slowly fall apart. emails will stop. phone calls will be rare and eventually they might just be a memory. i cant stand the thought of that. so in the mean time the next couple of days will be spent packing, studying for my final, and spending every second with the people im going to miss the most.

i love this picture of my roommate jessica. im sure going to miss her.