confessions: being a nanny is hard. a lot harder than i thought it would be. right now both kids are taking a nap. i broke down today. yes, thats right i cried because no matter what i did the baby wouldnt stop crying. i felt helpless. it was hard. im grateful for my two nanny jobs. it keeps me busy and even though its hard it can be fun and rewarding. AND i only work four days a week.