Pull Apart Cinnamon Pumpkin Bread
12 years ago
Friday, February 5, 2010
I cant make decisions. Big, small, important, insignificant...it doesnt matter what it is. Last night we went to the Cocoa Bean and I couldnt decide which cupcake to get. After finally deciding I questioned my choice the whole way home. Its quite sad actually. I wish I could make a decision, stick with it, and have a little faith. Well that is what I am going through right now. Do I really want to move to Arizona? Is Arizona where Im suppose to go? Should I go straight into getting my masters instead of working? Do I really want to move farther away from my family? I love my family and I always want to see them so why would I move farther away from them? I guess Im afraid Ill make the wrong choice. I dont want to make a decision and have it be the wrong one. So I guess what Im saying is Im still not sure what my plans are after graduation and probably wont figure it out until Im getting my diploma and I have to make a decision. Maybe Ill just end up back home in Mattawa working at the Leprekon! Haha! Just kidding!
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That's not really funny - I couldn't decide and so I did end up back home in Mattawa - working for Dad and as a substitute secretary at the school - so don't laugh - or you will!!
If you are doing what you should and paying attention you won't make a wrong decision, the lord will direct your path!
haha oh janet. first of all you never came over, but i figured that would happen. but anyways, i know wut youre feeling. i seriously have the hardest time choosing and sticking to something, its a huge weakness of mine and it drives me nuts. but if you are doing wut youre supposed to, when you make a decision the lord will expect you to stick to it. by sticking to it, if its the wrong decision something will happen and your path will be redirected. do you think the lord wants to bless us if we ask for his help, make s decision, and then get scared and change our minds? forget your fears, remember wutever scripture it is that says to let the lord guide all your paths- for he will not lead us astray. i finally figured out wut im gonna do this summer, i got offered to manage a security office and make easily over $60,000 this summer. after much prayer i decided that i was gonna do it. but then out of nowhere i feel like ive been lead to a different direction. i need to stop questioning myself just bc of all the money i could be making haha, and know that the lord sees the end from the beginning.
Keep your options open Janet. If you think you might want to go directly into getting your Masters maybe you should look into applying so that is an option! Because if you haven't missed the deadlines they are probably coming up.
I totally understand, don't stress rely on the Lord. A path will come in time. We hope you come soon!!
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